Did you awaken feeling anxious and fearful?  What makes you worry?  The number 9 tells you to slow your roll to relieve the stress.  Breathe and calm yourself.  Is what you are worried about something within your power or control?  If so, you can do something about it now.  If not, examine the situation for something that can be changed to make things more workable.  If you are placing more stock into making your life more than what it is at the moment, alleviate your worry by choosing to focus on the ordinary things that you might be overlooking and taking for granted as being a part of your life, and take joy and comfort in recognizing the beauty in those things now.  Is something troubling you about your relationship?  Don’t ignore your gut feelings … if it feels unhealthy, then perhaps now is the time to address the problem directly.  Slow down and look critically at what’s happening.  Find out what resources you need and use them.  Stress is unhealthy for mind, body and spirit, so consider possible ways to change your current lifestyle and spending habits.  Take the time to meditate so that these questions and possible solutions become clear in your mind.  It’s time to silence that monkey mind.

Today is going to be a great day!  Men around you are thinking well of you and this vibe inspires your ambition to do more and be more.  Perhaps a lighter haired man will step forward and volunteer to mentor you.  You can trust him and count on his advice, though he might be a bit rough around the edges.  He will offer a good contrast for you to gauge how you approach situations in comparison to his approach.  At work, things are running smoother and you are feeling focused and busy … if you’re job hunting, prospects look good.  Your relationship with your partner is strong and s/he is feeling warmly caring, protective and committed … so if you’ve been focusing a lot on work, make the time to acknowledge your partner’s support with some romantic face time.  You might discover that you have a particular talent or proficiency in skills that will encourage you to branch out and explore.  Check it out by reading up and doing some research … this direction might be the beginning of a new business venture of your own unique creation.  Boldness in pursuing your dreams has power within it; just don’t go overboard with your enthusiasm and overdo it.  This is a great time to enjoy your expanding Spirit … so commend yourself for being persistent in allowing your Self to just Be.  Your consistency and persistence in past efforts is finally paying off.

Consider the feelings of others before you act.  You might need to change something major in your behaviour, thoughts and/or expectations.  Don’t try to overextend your reach.  You may find that a coworker or supervisor might be expressing himself/herself a bit forcefully (as in sounding opinionated).  Its good you know your boundaries, but don’t be so defensive in your communications.  That person is simply doing his/her job and it might be you being overly sensitive.  Of course, don’t be so reactionary and allow yourself to swing too far the other way and be somebody’s rug.  In finance, the King tells you that you must look realistically at your financial situation and that procrastination does not serve you.  On the other hand, if your finances are doing well, then perhaps it’s time to behave more generously with others even though you might not feel like it.  Your actions today plant the seeds for further success tomorrow.  Follow-up on any health problems you might be experiencing, but do some ahead research before seeing your physician.  Seek out new sources of information and insight.  It benefits you to be proactive in your actions now.

The beginning of a major phase change from yesterday continues to reverberate within you today.  You’ve gone through this uphill leg of your journey before and here we are again, doubting our Selves and our choices.  The whole point of detaching from the negativity of former relationships and work situations is to continue onward and focused in this moment.  Try not to allow this unsettled feeling affect your temperament.  Maintaining the balance is always going to be your answer, rather than picking a fight because you’re angry about a situation.  This is yet another test in how you handle your Self as you continue expanding your experience horizon.  Don’t add to the angst of a situation.  Rather, find a way to blow off steam without taking heads.  You will reap better rewards tomorrow if you’re less reactionary and careless today.

Most people look at this card and cringe … but that’s not it’s meaning at all!  (BTW, reserve that knee-jerk reaction for the Three of Swords.)  This card is all about Change/Transition, Liberation and Transformation … and progressing through a Portal.  Remember the message from the 8 of Wands during the last major energy shift of April 9th?  Change is inevitable; struggle is an option.  (This is a great mantra to shift you into a more upbeat perspective.  Try it.)  Today, you might find that folks you previously relied upon are no longer available to you … and these changes you might find difficult to accept.  But, you must move on and move forward, Friends.  This is a time of change that brings destruction and renewal … As in Nature, when Fall’s changing climate naturally prunes back overgrowth after fruits have already been harvested and consumed, and the plants have to rest to regenerate in the Spring.  This is a day when you remember that when one door closes, another one opens.  And, even if you feel comfy and settled in a situation but feeling your skill set is under-utilized, like work, you might find that you could be forced out anyway.  Wouldn’t it be better to exit on your own terms while the going is good?  This also applies to relationships that have reached a dead-end … does it really serve your Highest Good to remain where neither of you wishes to be?  You know when it’s been long enough, so know when to move on.  Financial challenges mean sacrifices to make ends meet, so take a moment to figure out your next steps and just do it.  Try not to beat yourself up by abusing your body with excessive food, drink or drugs.  You know you’re on your game when you’re healthy, sane and sober, so don’t be weak on yourself now.  A positive perspective is what will get you through today … allow yourself to feel what you feel, but don’t wallow in self-pity.  Reach out to those that remain and support you so you move onward and upward!

This card is like the Pisces of the tarot … the focus is on “I Feel”, which means you’re feeling more psychic and intuitive … and that might make you a bit confused and uneasy.  Relax into this phase of your spiritual Awakening.  Trust your gut … your Spidey senses … because all might not be as it seems.  If you’re waiting for answers from someone, they might not be as intuitive as you’re feeling, so stay calm and continue to be patient with him/her.  At work, if things are unclear, then ask questions and be an active listener.  Give your coworkers or supervisors the benefit of the doubt because, again, all might not be as it seems … and this approach might yield a view that isn’t as bad as you think.  Your relationships are in a highly emotional state at the moment, so take a break if needed just to keep a calm balance.  Same approach at home as at work, so pick your battles and avoid flying off the handle.  If you’re feeling impatient on the financial front, the best approach is a relaxed one.  Don’t act rashly, as this is probably not the best time to rely on anything other than concrete facts.  Moderation is the key today.  Spiritually, you’re feeling comfortable in exploring ways to go deeper into yourself, so pay attention to those thoughts and feelings … and the flashes of information that will seem to come out of nowhere.  And, if you’re so inclined, indulge in some of those great spiritual books … you’re likely to get more messages out of them than usual.

A young woman might cross your path who will inspire you with her warmth, cheerfulness and daring … which makes her distracting.  Enjoy feeling excited and optimistic that the seeds you planted through hard work and diligence days ago are sprouting nicely.  This is a time ripe for new approaches, new ideas and new adventures, but remain focused.  There is a light-haired woman at work who is inclined to help you.  If you’ve been job hunting and awaiting a job hiring decision, good news is likely to come from an opportunity that might turn out better than you expected.  Your relationships will feel more lively and enjoyable.  If you’re into the dating scene, there are a lot of positive prospects that you can pursue, and again, pursue only if you are available.  If you’re in a committed relationship and things haven’t been going well lately, now is the time to decide whether to move on and move forward.  Long range planning is a good focus relative to your finances.  Where do you want to be in ten, twenty or thirty years, and how will you get there?  In health matters, think about what you can do to live a more healthy lifestyle … Do you need more exercise?  What are healthier choices you can make in your diet?  Such decisions are never easy, but they become do-able if you make the effort.  Spiritually, you feel springy, childlike … your creativity and desire to entertain new avenues of thought and feeling are inspired, and this direction will deepen and enrich your Spirit.

If you’re looking for a turning point on your present journey, this is it … Now is not the time for rash decision-making.  Slow down and give the situation around you more thought, and the people around you another chance. Don’t jump to conclusions.  By the same token, if others are making choices about you, there’s nothing you can do about it, so leave it alone.  At work, you’re being watched, so take the time to make an extra effort to pay attention to details.  Just try hard and do your best and your efforts will pay off.  Get with the program now.  With relationships, it’s make-it-or-break-it time, so be very clear about what you want out of life and your relationships.  There is a positive upswing with your finances; money and contracts are headed your way.  Caution pays off, so no speeding down the freeway (literally), or it will cost you big time.  Let go of your need to be right … if someone did you wrong, then they will be held to account for their choices, not you.  Take the high road.